sh*t

I'm not going to lie.
I really really dislike how he never admits that he's wrong and if he would, there's always a catch and I should be watching my back for what issue he's going to raise to make sure that I'm on the losing end.

I don't want to talk to him right now because his stubbornness isn't solving anything. I'd rather let him do the talking this time instead of attempting to make peace with him and aggravating the situation further. :(

I'm sorry, Letty.

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We had plans this weekend.

He knows how difficult it is for me to file leaves when I know there's a lot for me to do at work.

Finally, I gathered the courage to and we made plans. We were supposed to eat at Spiral which is only the best buffet in the city! We've been planning this weekend for weeks. I was even planning to go to Sofitel wearing a beautiful prom dress and he'd be my date and we'd be wearing the same flower on our corsage.

We were having dinner on  a Wednesday night. He fetched me from the office and while I was devouring the sumptuous chocolate cake he bought for me, my phone rang. It was my cousin from Naga asking me my mom's contact number. He didn't say why he's looking for mom and why it felt urgent, I just said I'll call my mom and tell her to call him back.

Letty asked me what it was all about. I shrugged it off thinking it's about this business that they're both managing. Little did I know that I was to find out about death in the family and how it'd greatly affect the weekend we've planned for weeks.

It's ironic how when I finally decide to take the time off to be with him, a circumstance of such gravity would just rob me of the opportunity to give him the quality time he really deserves.

Last night, I cried about my grandfather's death over the phone with him. He asked me to be strong because that's what he's doing, it's only right for me to do the same.

I feel so sorry that I can't be there whenever he needs me.

I'm so sorry, Letty. I regret that I can't immediately repay your selflessness in this relationship.

Happy Birthday Letty!!!

Today is Letty's birthday.

As of last night, I've been panicking because I absolutely had no idea what to give him for his birthday. In the process, I started laying egg cells so I rushed to a nearby convenience store to buy myself some uhh "wings".

Just when I was about to pay for it at the counter, LO AND BEHOLD... Ritter Sport White Whole Hazelnuts! Letty's favorite chocolate.

When I bought one from my Cebu trip and gave it to him as pasalubong, he just brought it along with him but never ate it until his siblings threatened to eat it  if he still refuses to.

He's that sentimental about the things I give him. My Cebu trip was just a little more than a month ago, now I bought him one from the store.

I wrote him a note that says:

I am like this Ritter sport. This may be your favorite right now, but if this is what you get all the time, eventually, you'll grow tired of it. I hope you never grow tired of me because I really intend to stay.


I know it's cheesy, but it's one of those moments when I know I mean it for real so I just have to say it no matter how stupid it sounds.

I love you, Letty. Dinner at Yakimix is the best dinner everrrr!